10 feet tall brick wall

I give up. I will never be able to express myself properly to anyone. One of the many reasons I don’t say what I’m feeling is because I think I’m probably gonna be laughed at.

Trying to stop.

I’m really trying to stop all this. I know I’m hurting myself so badly. Living this in secrecy. If my loved ones knew, they’d be hurt too. How do I stop it?

Puke, Shit, Puke, Shit

That’s all I’ve been doing today *refers to title* Seriously don’t feel good. My life sucks ttm. I hate skipping work. I really do!!!!! ):

I miss a lot of ppl ):

Hi Mikoh, Marion, Randee, Xueli, Jess, Theresa, Iffah and of course SIS!!!!

Updates

I have not been updating this page at all and I finally I get the chance.

Work has been driving me nuts. I want to cry. Soooooo tiring. But the money makes me motivated to go to work!

Met clique sometime ago. Finally. Had fun. Lovely. I love clique so much. They keep me sane. I don’t think I can find another set of friends like them ever. Love you guys. Thank you for always being there for me <3

Was seeing Andy again for over a month. We tried to make things work. But at the end of the day, our career choices clash and I realize it's impossible to make things work. Thank you for loving me. Hope you have a good life ahead of you.

I'm out!

Making Love To Benizzle.

I’ve been away from my baby Benizzle for so long that everytime I get home, I feel like making love to it. LMAO.

Work’s been fucking crazy. Tell you when I’m actually not busy or not lazy.

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Don’t push the blame.

Girls, y’all need to understand one thing. IF HE CHEATS FOR YOU, HE WILL EVENTUALLY CHEAT ON YOU.

I can no longer stand girls who cry when they chose to be in that position. You chose to be the 3rd party. So live with the consequences. There’s plenty of other single straight men for everyone but you made the decision to date Dumbfuck McNumbnuts. So please, don’t even shed a single tear in front of me or complain about how miserable your life has become.

I usually let such dumbfuckery slide seeing as we girls tend to be a little bit bananas when in love, but when it comes to “cheating relationships”, I just can’t let it rest.